The rain has fallen and everything makes sense again
Drama in personal experiences ended once communication was sought-funny how upset you can get when you don’t know what is going on. This can all be quelled with the standard release of information, and emotions; these can still clip you clean in the legs and leave your heart pumping and quaking.
I usually try to follow my own advice: “Talk to him, talk to her”, but usually forget about the most important aspects in any mystery: seek the facts, and communicate with the characters in the mystery and make your own deductions. Sometimes things are as simple as very black, and very white, but the truth usually wavers over the line, sometimes favoring light over dark and vice versa.
I got my dragon and geisha colored in; this was more of a testament that I do have the ability to finish what I have started. It’s quite easy given the assistance given to me. F was there and helped re-direct the pain that was coursing through the nerve endings in my skin.
Today I am considering what to do over my totally stupid job. Dropping a day wouldn’t impose too much of a hit on my finances: given that before I was making $400 a week and that’s my nightly average as of late. So I drop one and work only three days and still make three times what I made before.
Eeek. I have been waking myself up during conscious hours to pinch my skin and mind over what is going on in my head/heart lately.
And it is all very very good.
I am proud of you, Francis.