routine shmoutine

Man I have found it difficult to be a better person on my own. Self-discipline isn't one of my strong suits, hence I haven't been able to force much change on my own. I am not entirely stubborn, I am just someone who has learned the joys of doing whatever the fuck I want at any given time. I mean that in its entirety and within reason. Though some of you might not find it entirely agreeable or reasonable to just pick up and leave the place I am as many times as I have done, I consider it a strong suit and one of my better qualities, the ability to adapt almost effortlessly, though maybe that's something I had when I was a bit younger than I am now. Right now I am suffering from a get off my lawn hatred of the world, you know that kind of irrational hate everyone who gets in your spaceness that I think can happen to everyone at points. I really do have a serious disgust with much of humanity as a general statement, but that's because I feel a lot of people aren't getting it at all.

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