marching into time

I still do those what I used to think were clever plays on words though most people...of course I was going to write most people do not give a fuck what I write. Of course most people don't, my god. I am not some hero, but rather an antagonist in some situations and I guess a breath of fresh air in others.

I ended up in the ER yesterday, and if you know me, you know I don't like the ER, but I make a point to never go unless I have no choice or the pain is that bad. I was there from 8 to roughly 5 and harassed my husband awake after sleeping 2 hours in 36 because I was in a lot of pain and don't shut up sometimes. And I wanted to go home.

I thought I was having a heart attack because who knows. I had a left numb arm, and ripping pain across my shoulder blades. I googled it thinking, yeah, these symptoms match that and so I made him take me in. I still have them all, but nothing could be found to cause it all.

Now I had not gone in for like ...