megaladon teeth and all that stuff
There’s this annoying show on tv that I need to change the channel on–some lady whose doing weird jobs to make money…tooth collecting to rock polishing.
I have two bumping zits on my cheeks. I feel like I am 14 years old with 17 years of wear and tear to age me down.
This weather is DISGUSTING. I despise the sticky-eckyness of today. It’s like stifling jungle heat with no beach to cool off to.
Things will be ok–I will make them that way.
I have to start being less available with my friends. Everyone knows what I have been going through and though some have extended their ears out to me to listen, many are just missing. It kind of sucks, but I seem to go through this shit once every other year. Then I passively aggressively talk shit and complain and hope they care. Now I am just saying it–I’m a little upset, kids.
I have sooooooooooo much I want to write. I am gonna have to start my purge affair soon. A diary to myself even. Full of all that you think but will never say, and all kinds of possible situational comedies and ends. Painted words on the wall.
The weather does suck, no urban hiking for me today, I came right home right after the movie. Sucks, there was a street fair right on 8th ave right by the movie theater but I was afraid I would get caught in a potential down pour.
I’ve given up on many of my “friends”, it sucks but sometimes you do just have to move on.
The movie I saw today was interesting and the q&a with the writer/director was awesome, I’ll post about it a little later, I think you’ll find it interesting.
yay for film reviews. i think that is a lovely idea.
rain and movies always go hand in hand. they just don’t usually involve getting stuck in the downpour outside.
Have I been missing? If so, please tell me because I do not want to be missing. I want to be here for you.
I love you, Francis.
XOXO
No Francis. You have been there.
Some people I have tried calling but they never called me back.
Bleh.
Thanks Francis. For real.
Ok. I am glad I have not been missing.
I am sorry that some people haven’t been there and haven’t called back, Francis. 🙁
If I am ever not there when you need me to be, I would like you to call me on it, because I always do want to be here for you when you need me, ok?
Love to you.
XOXO
Also: http://pauldeman2pt0.livejournal.com/76380.html