from 20,000 to nada…
yea so I decided that I really cared who the fuck was lookin at my shit and I wanted to know if I could pet my virtual dick for being cooler than my mom…in any case, before the counters were taken away, I had well over 20,000 hits and now nobunny has come to play in deAa land…so I am a big phat (pet it with the ph) 0.
oh well…many fuckin wierdo dreams….I had one I met eric’s new chingita…and she was dumb,as in a bitch with no brains…maybe that just has to do with too many conversations about him lately, which I have decided to cease…I like fair weather friends…you know, the kind that stick like fuckin tar to your shoes when they have something, even if it is just perceived, to gain, and then run away as soon as they can’t, for example, hit the fuckin cootch…
but enough about that shit…I chilled like 84 hours straight I think it was computed with a luverlee, whom I would like to see again (coff, coff), last week….everytime I decide to cut off the boys, a new doofus kinna sweeps me up, through no real effort of his own, but basically because I am a sappy asshead, who likes warm bodies sleepin next to me….and as for that other boy, hmmm….all I can say is PFFfffffFTTTTtttttttt… I’m gonna take my polls and forums down today and start freshly again….
incidents to insolence
binding through these measures of spooned up sugar
heaped on flesh wounds with no regard
my exposed rib cage has gotten me nowhere fast
but sometimes, these quick glances
to long lingering can pump the blood through my toes
quick-like with mad efficiency
I see no reason to compute the summation of the untotals
just as I see no reason to look past the background
in sounds to music, to dancing, to deft hugs sneaking by
your unsuspecting stance
I think light has more to do with a perception than a
visually recognizable force
with that I sink
bobbing up through the density of the shit around me
can keep me afloat….
my chest is fucking throbbing today, and when I press on it I get that sharp dull someone punched me there feeling…ick…
and furthermore, my art is coming along nicely
when its feasible, I will share with the masses….
