new shitass with the new shit hair
I tend to manifest my changes in terms of a major make-over of sorts..hair usually is the victim most obvious..
While tattooing may have been an ok answer for me at points, I think if I had tattooed a symbol of every new change, every new turning point in my life, I would have ended up painted, scratched on, scarred with small little wounds of minor pains I have been through…
In terms of being a constant ever-changing person, I think as lameass as it sounds, that my hair is like the beating ground..I change it up, mix it up, fuck it up, when shit hits the fan and I need to re-assess the shit around me..Be it with relationships, situations, in this case, unemployment of sorts…
I really just like assuming new personalities..And as a blonde I have found it easier to obtain employment looking like some semblence of drew than the regular red that has been my trademark at points…Is it a matter of getting the job I deserve because it’s a job that values and enables my abilities to utilize my intelligence?. hell, no.
I really don’t give a fuck, to tell you the truth..As a woman I have found that half the fun is using what naturally comes to us (sex appeal) in whatever it may be used without hurting the sactity of whatever the fuck is concerned..be it other people’s relationships, or destroying the fabric that keeps us together…I’m no idiot. I am educated and planning on further organized learning…
I may have said at points that my roommate does internet porn..She finds more healthy endeavors with women, for the most part. Would you say that she is disempowering women as an employee of the “Sex industry”?
I’d say no. Because she has it easy. She masturbates for men for money. No touching, no coupled sex..She even gets paid to just sit down and talk…She works when she wants for as long as she wants.. In her free time she reads books. Alot of them..And has even taken on interest in cultural identity (while not in school currently) and made a new thesis paper her goal..
Taking a position of power in a world of corporate obsessed humpy dogs is not disempowering in my opinion..Using what we were given to forward advance ourselves (and I don’t mean the dick sucking or star fucking that goes along with sleeping one’s way to the top) is probably the most empowering thing we can do…
After all, isn’t what she’s doing is turning the tables on you…Using the same disadvantage to advantage herself into a happier, non-corporate obsessed life?
I need comments kids..feedback is appreciated and I wanna be able to see who has differing opinions from my own..
