guys. trash. boogers. brian said he would let me use the upper floors of his hotel/appartment so that i could paint. and the tattoo apprenticeship that got sucked into the drunken pools of vomit at my bar is still gonna happen goddamnit. i’m quitting. not appreciated. not givin a fuck. iam has become sort of…
new jersey is the worst fucking state to have a moving vehicle in. outside of the fact that they will suspend your ass for parking tickets, they make the whole ordeal as painful as humanly possible to rectify. i tried to start a riot in the dmv, and would have been at least partially successful…
she flies here in like less than a month..for any of you caring emotional slobs, I am meeting my birth mother for the first time on April 4th. Uhm yea. So scarey. Yet seeming like the piece of the puzzle that never fit is getting snapped back into place..and everything else is swirled up like…
my poor dogs are all diarrhea style squirtin…it’s sick. it’s gross. it’s what we woke up to this morning and last..hey, at least they aren’t shitting all over themselves in their little crate. it’s sad when this becomes the higlight of your day…and I, while training today, felt the gush spill yuck of the period…
so i was thinkin, yes, that i need to get the fuck off this shit..start new and rebuild myself..maybe an oversimplification of sorts..no forum. etc etc…i am holey tired and my nose keeps crusting up and leaving me with soreness and all that other bullshit. this no smoking thing is driving me crazy in that…
i woke up today throat itchy. feelin the bum laziness. the no movement desire the head tired does anyone really appreciate me..the movement of my body to rise up and take care of shit..no dice. my energies extended across wanting to be strong enough to fall deep dark feathered eyelashes bouncing off the prismed glass…
FRANCESSA PRINCIPESSA!!!…here she is…callin herself one slick bitch….francessa was the first one to really make me smile today. score points for FRANCESSA!!!!!!!
i dig a certain someone a bit too much to not respect a simple request he made…so as a marker, I left just this… so today’s lesson is: let sleeping dogs lay. Don’t be an asshole and assume that any one gives a shit enough about your existence to even offer up any opinion on…
i took one of those tests. Disorder Rating Paranoid: Moderate Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Moderate Antisocial: Low Borderline: Low Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Low Dependent: Low Obsessive-Compulsive: Low
the sweaty saturation, your hand lends the sick deep black, hued like the center of this world conceptual feelings given a small little marker, an ok i want to forget it all sometimes drip like a faucet into the center of my being drink like i’m thirsty from the stream of well-done. i wanna try…
