The subject of war is something that seems so obvious to most of us: “why kill to justify killing”. My political belief system has been newly honed, my education pretty much began with the induction of the president into office. Prior to this incident, I was pretty much ignorant of the political process; didn’t think…
I think these ideas people have about positive attitudes are antiquated and somewhat loosely based on ideas born from fairy tales. I think it also has more of a relevance for being stuck in the ideas and mentality that if you do good, good will be done unto you. For some reason and somehow, it…
that whole self-apathy self pity kick I have been on for the past 4 years is officially ending. I started writing a little more again lately, and I am flushing all of the discussions, discussed many times over, out of my system. At the bottom is a picture of me at my happiest, looking like…
that whole self-apathy self pity kick I have been on for the past 4 years is officially ending. I started writing a little more again lately, and I am flushing all of the discussions, discussed many times over, out of my system. At the bottom is a picture of me at my happiest, looking like…
We went there the last week of February and came back to this shitty cold. It’s almost like a secret I want to keep forever because it was so relaxing, so nice. J is making me a cd of images I will post more from later but wanted to share my little bit of sunshine…
yea. So happy new year’s to everyone! I worked my suckass job, got dressed up like a snow princess complete with white corset, white tulle skirt, see-through with black thigh highs with garters extending to hot pants. Then I went to the boy’s. The place, a sprawling 3000 square foot loft, filled with party-goers looming…
Sometimes my perceptions, the things I understand, the people I see. Sometimes they make sense. I try not to judge others for the weaknesses that they exhibit, but some lack or over abundances for perceived humanity certainly don’t aid in the selection process. I look back, try to turn my head and remember what I…
hmmm.. Another productive day in slacker land, where the hair gets left mussed, unbrushed, the teeth the same, and your pants stick to your legs like wet paper because you slept in them last night.. I was telling Francis today I just don’t give a fuck what I look like, what I am perceived as….
It’s interesting I have realized lately how much of me is so uncommunity-minded, how little of me there is to be categorized. I joined this community some 4 years ago and have made many friends, however most of my contacts with very few exceptions (and you know who you are) are aquaintances who have been…
Thanks to everyone who sent me slick birthday messages a few weeks back. I got a job. Oh yea. and I got a boy. and… I have been spending far too much time coercing in corners, hiding from the public. The modeling thing has been on hold (albeit temporarily). so much new shit to fill…
