It’s funny how strange it is to learn the lessons I have learned. Purely by chance, circumstance. People definitely have “disappointed” me for quite some time. I decided to quit noticing that and start picturing myself in other places. Not in a voodoo like manner but to really think and feel and picture and believe….
It’s funny. I don’t think of myself as much of a fighter, especially in relationships. For some reason lately I have been doing nothing else with Johnnie. Fight fight, fight. Yesterday I did well in subduing an anxiety attack that was prevalent in my head. I think the reason I have been able to avoid…
My life is sometimes so disorganized, I have to remind myself of what I feel. I lose papers in papers, smeared with lipstick, red streaks leaving scarlet letters of my inconsistent responsibility. I suppose that people sometimes need people. Sometimes I want to punch everyone in the face. Not for lack of apathy, or even…
Kelley is here, sleeping away on my futon. She rules, of course, and our visits next time cannot be so sparse. In the, 4? or 3 whatever years we have been plopping around on this site, first in chat then on our own pages, some of you guys deserve mad props for being such good…
OK, current schedule: 45-65 hours working for crunch downtown (near wall street and battery park)..If you want to join a gym we have the best facilities and coolest classes around. check out crunch.com to see. 15 hours freelance scouting. 10-12 hours bartending at this new private club (private apparently means you have to be cool…
Dudeman got arrested yesterday so that he would have to spend the weekend in jail. Alex and I signed the complaint for the warrant for his arrest last weekend with this plan to get him arrested on Friday so he couldn’t post bail and had to spend the weekend in jail. When he comes back,…
Background: Sometime during the first week of February I came home to find my dog hiding in my bedroom, shaking, while the entire contents of my apartment lay in shambles. Personal items, including pictures, were rifled through. The perp left his hat, later identified by my upstairs neighbor as being a person in attendance of…
So, the more I try to reason this whole situation out, the more I realize that the situation is not black and white. There are many shades in between. Think about the money involved in the pursuit of the whole situation: contracts equaling even 10 billion handed to US companies will not even come close…
Ok, so you’re anti-american. You think our government sucks and as a country of people we therefore, suck. The one question I would ask of anyone who has decided to gang up and pick on people is: how useful are our american dollars to you? How many businesses depend on the value of our dollar…
I wanted to thank all of those who wrote to me, letting me know that my viewpoints, while not always in complete accordance with their own, were respected as just that: my personal opinions. This war, while not justified in its entirety, is something that will affect all of us for many many years to…
