My boy has this incredible ability to be the best spooner on the planet. 99% of the time he is spooning, or I am spooning and we just spend a good portion of the night spooned together. Today is that bright placid liquidy kind of day. Tomorrow evening my mother and her mother (by blood…
Lately I have been contemplating my future, and my present, all because I have seen my past. The other night I saw J, and it hurt, to see him, realizing it was not me with him. i was apart from him. And although it has been a long time since we were ever seen as…
buh da buh da buh bup I don’t know why I am all subversive sometimes. I have some friends I have made off of bme over the years, but it remains completely true that despite the whirlwind activity of the underground mod community in nyc, I have no friends who are tattooed or pierced…
I came in early again to my little workplace, much invigorated by the countless hours I spend here. It’s an alright place to work, and this gym boasts one of the most diverse groups of people I have ever seen sweatin’ it out. That and the eye candy on occasion doesn’t disturb the eyes to…
So yes, I have been accused, and rightly so, of being a negative being. Call it a creature of habit, whatever. I TRY to see the glass as half-full, and I do my best not to under-appreciate circumstances around me. One thing I cannot get around is how continued lying by my surgeons is not…
I’ve been writing all this crap lately. Barely able to formulate anything even remotely grammatically correct, I realize I need to do something else for a little while: Dear Miss Candy, I have a problem that I think you need to know. Yes, Miss Candy, I do have to remove myself from the activities which…
So I went to my fab party with a little friend of mine, Candy Darling, stoned. We got interviewed by the redbull tv crew, drank a little, and jet our tails right out of there after the boredom became more prevalent than our mildly amused slobbering. Sometimes I think the constant deliveries by the little…
So yay for me I get to go to some exclusive redbull smashathon tomorrow evening at some photo studios renovated to look like an outdoor wonderland complete with trees and all that other stuff. Woot woot for me. Strangely I did discover why my boy has such an aversion to corsets. When I spoke with…
I was adopted a long time ago. Spoke to my natural by blood half sister last night for a couple hours. Though my upbringing was riddled with quasi emotional strife not knowing who I was, where I came from, or seeing anyone with a likeness to my face, things have suddenly taken a turn-around. I…
So working at this gym has taught me a little bit about my limitations; exercise, though healthy for me and certainly necessary given my health issues, is something I really don’t have enough time to pursue. Working these two jobs has almost killed all of my motivation to do more than sell gym memberships, and…
