In preparation for Miami and my imminent leave from Crunch: I swear to god if anyone in my career path ever had as much basic smartass talent in articulating as I have, I would never be able to keep a job. Either that, or I would have had to be impressed by anyone having the…
I know I tend to trash bme sometimes, for it’s lack of integrity with some of the members here, but there are a few people who, for me, have always remained tried and true friends. Kelley and I met through bme chat almost 3 years ago, she the notorious Valkyrie, me anyone from kcid to…
My friend Kelley (Valkyrie) passed yesterday morning. I am trying to make sense of anything right now and cannot really fathom why one of my best friends would be ripped away at 27 years of age. When I called her mother and told her who I was she said “I know who you are, Deanna”,…
So I’ve decided to finally say fuck it to new york winters and run off to Miami to bartend for about three months. If you know anyone at all who may be looking for a roommate for three months who doesn’t mind my lovely little buppy (all of 35 pounds). She is kind of a…
“Sitting in a pool of your own piss, with underwear and a big fat lazy gun.” You know, it’s funny how much little girls can really get under my skin. Not necessarily little in stature, but in the sense of common sense, intelligence and all things that most people hold dear. I am not one…
There’s that whole idea that we have to spend our birthdays every year in a perpetual state of contemplation; judging the past year for our accomplishments, mistakes, and the justification that we have survived another year. For me this birthday is especially signifigant especially considering I was in surgery 8 years ago, went through my…
There’s that whole idea that we have to spend our birthdays every year in a perpetual state of contemplation; judging the past year for our accomplishments, mistakes, and the justification that we have survived another year. For me this birthday is especially significant especially considering I was in surgery 8 years ago, went through my…
Sometimes you walk away from a situation with less energy, and more drain slipping down. For me today, the inspiration to fully take advantage of a day off is almost a joke; I got the speech yesterday about my inability to really get excited and remain focused on my job. While selling gym memberships is…
So my weekend was full of drama and too much emotion to stomach so well, but that’s ok. My birth mother and her mother were in town for the first time together. Her mother spent a good deal of time shedding the guilt she has carried in tears because she made Barbara give me up….
So my weekend was full of drama and too much emotion to stomach so well, but that’s okay. My birth mother and her mother were in town for the first time together. Her mother spent a good deal of time shedding the guilt she has carried in tears because she made Barbara give me up….
