So tailspin…not really, but busy as hell lately-visitors, last days of work, getting a new job. I have been mildly entertaining, but mostly entertaining myself. Today is supposed to be my last day at the gym, but I have this vague feeling they will call me on Monday to come back. Though this will be…
hmmm…so the days go by and gather momentum for my imminent leave of the lame lame gym-which is fine. I figure if Cali falls off into the ocean in the meantime I will be alright because I am not continually stressed all day long. Then again, as was so appropriately pointed out to me, I…
mmm. hmm. So we were gonna go to Boston, but alas, no, the fuckers at MTV (AKA LAME TV) had her head on a platter if she disappeared today. Soo. After freaking out about that and scrapping the $10 chinatown express bus tickets, we decided to chill in the ‘hood. Off to the diner past…
I closed last night, and spent some time perched up on boxes, blowing smoke up into the AC filter to hide the hot smell of the spot we were smoking in the back room. We stumbled out past the gym rats, I finished up my shit, and off to Union Square to see The Day…
I wish my co-workers would unionize. We are owned by a big company so I think there would be plenty willing participants. I gave my notice (finally) on Monday after a long conversation with my manager. I don’t have a job yet, but it doesn’t matter, because I am going back to what I know…
So I have been on a rampage today of job searching-plenty from craigslist but I realize my employment horizons will be better cared for in Cali. Which is no excuse to put up with the current total amount of baloney here, but whatever. Off on a notice-three weeks possibly cut shorter by any feasible better…
I have come to these conclusions that I repeatedly visit throughout life, a subterfuge of emotions that empower me for a time, then crash back into my face, no love lost. Today I had plans with a few different people, but I really feel like being inside myself today. The usual distractions are gone, and…
Sometimes I waiver back and forth across the lines of caring and not so much. But I realize beauty when I see it, and for someone who is perpetually afraid of death, life is one of those things that needs to be tasted and savored and appreciated. I have been watching my friend squirm and…
Sean made a comment to me about my less hostile attitude to the general public sense when I write on my livejournal. So there I go again. In later news, Valerie and I were in Philly Hillbilly on Tuesday night, which was cool. I bought a cowboy hat and let the people ask me if…
So I have been away. I jumped off the internet haphazardly when my friend Kelley died in October. I met her off bme many years back, and it was a hard situation to deal with, to say the least. Then for some insane reason I jumped on the lame networking bandwagons and did all those…
