musing or some such

SO. I tend to get overly emotional when the full moon starts hitting, as it signals pain time. When I was pre-25 it never really bothered me too much, but as I have neared my middle age, things have gotten a bit trickier. I kind of want to donate the whole thing to curious university…

masshell..again?

good god. so somehow today i made this grandiose decision to move back to masshell. allston, more specifically, about a 20 minute walk to Harvard Square. Has she gone insane, you ask? NYC for the prop, training bra city of Boston? I suppose it just may be a possibility, the insanity plea, but somehow the…

my evil rant for the week

i really do find it difficult to be positive when i have 15 mile-high burred walls to climb before i can actually do anything with my life. it does have the ability to make me laugh, that a few people close to me currently, and even formerly, have a total ball laughing at my misfortune;…

francisesesesin Boston

How is it exactly that we both call each other Francis? A fascination with the Gertrudes and Henriettas of the world: bad names usually indicate an awkwardness. How many Gerties have you known/ Hermans, Olgas, and Francises? We all have an awkwardness with us, but it seems to be spilled out, released, when the Francises…

Vulvic cream cheese and other early morning musings

My little muppet Asa, spewed like a gallon of vulvic fluid (ie the discharge following the blood-filled heat) all over my bed. So Francis is asleep behind me on the couch waiting for the fluidy crappo to be released from the fabric and for the sheets to be sparky and clean adorning the bed. I…

FRancessa and deAa go to Boston

So I lost my job in a very uncool way-(I did nothing wrong), and now I am without a pretty cushy income. Oh well. In response to the complete and utter unpopularity of brown, I now give you both; blonde and brown, but more brown of course. No props for the brown? Ah well. So…

Get down with Brown

So everyone knows my theories on haircolor, and how basically I see brown as a very average hair color that never belonged on my above average head. That is how it grows, and that was not how it was to be. However, I have decided the trashy platinum complete with regrowthy trashy roots has become…

oohhh. New tattoos

So I finally finished something-namely the tattoos that I had unfinished for so long that are finally coming together in a sort of upper/lower body piece of sorts. I am getting my fire arm and water arms meeting soon in the back of me, and as a testament to my childhood curiousity, some sea horses/dragons/octopi…

The rain has fallen and everything makes sense again

Drama in personal experiences ended once communication was sought-funny how upset you can get when you don’t know what is going on. This can all be quelled with the standard release of information, and emotions; these can still clip you clean in the legs and leave your heart pumping and quaking. I usually try to…

Funny things about life

Why it is that I continually have expectations of people who don’t necessarily deserve the testing involved that life throws us on a daily basis. So-I care about someone, and he doesn’t really have the capability of understanding it or knowing how to handle it. Reciprocal feelings are not so discounted but I am tired…


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