Every year on my birthday I find at least three minutes to reflect on the current state of affairs, and consider them in a state of the union kind of manner. I am still without a true unscattered, straight direction towards any one thing that makes complete sense for me. I have realized I actually…
Uh huh. So I randomly got trashed last night, spewing all of my homosexual affection for all around me–mostly because in the inside, I am that soft, hugging girl who just wants to spread the love. But the love spread on me last night, and ended up pushing me over the bowl this morning, in…
hahaha. Though I am sure this is less of a surprise to most others than me, I took one of those lame tests, and surprisingly, it came up with something I consider both facetious, and sarcastic. I am The Hermit The Hermit often suggests a need for time alone – a period of reflection when…
So San Francisco and LA are like under $200 something round-trip. But Belize is right up there in affordability. I need something to look forward to, like a physical escape into warmer places. Last year it was Miami in December. This year, who knows? But, the skies are wide open, and so is the vision….
The incredible nature of being ensures the continuation of cycles. I don’t think it’s random, in fact the people and things that come close to you in times of need are necessary facets of realizing any kind of reality. It’s kind of hard to explain, because it has nothing to do with the idea of…
So I did a little research, something one should do with every new medicine prescribed by the doctor, and discovered some fascinating stuff about it that might make my breaking down every day a little more plausible. This is it, side effects on the: Central Nervous System Reversible mental depression progressing to catatonia; an acute…
I am like a see-saw of baloney lately. One day I sit in my shit-filled empire, and I look around, and I see the shiny jewels of good that exist. Like, my dog. And I am alive. And I have a roof over my head at least for a short time until things turn around….
So I haphazardly checked myself into the ER on Wednesday at a frisky 4 something am, with those chest pains notated previously thumping under my breast. Thinking about the hospital, let alone checking into one is very destructive process for me, because, until yesterday, I have never checked myself into one and been allowed to…
So I couldn’t sleep. The pain. So- the my little friend is accompanying me to the ER. I should be checked in and raring to go at 5 or 6 am. Oh joy. Hopefully I will be home soon. I love you Francis. I really do.
hahaha. Okay, so you will never get me to take part in the big conspiracy that some dude is floating around on AngelSoft, picking and choosing his victims at random. The universe is too neat a place to have such chaos ensue. But–can I just say? How life has the ability to turn on a…
