So today’s experiment involves juggling a number of tasks, which should prove to be both fulfilling and obvious. I spent some time with River yesterday evening, and remarked on my grand realization. “I know what you’re saying”, he says. ” “I thought that for a while.” “Why the fuck didn’t someone tell me?!” I asked,…
So, I had this little incident at the Lorimer stop this evening as I was dancing home after a lovely evening with E. And I was bending down to get this book out to look at for the first time (and some lessons I learned about it will follow). However, as I was bending down…
So I went from wanting to firebomb Verizon to wanting make them cookies today, fucking corporate policies and no communication between departments I wonder how it is that such big companies cannot understand streamlining information through their corporate echelon. I am the worst person to have on the other side of the phone, complaining and…
stunted for reasons I cannot quite explain I woke up feeling lost somehow, like I wasn’t supposed to be there, in my bed. so late so late. I woke up at 11. But I passed out fully clothed, with my little silk camisole and tweedy blazer thing, full belt, jeans I didn’t fall asleep in…
words muttered under blanket covers knock a little closer to this thing pinacle you mentioned and things wrapped tightly around each other to breathe, not soft, not hard but evenly with imagination the blocks pull up forming many tassled castles the lessons I have learned precarious perched clear at the end ready to take the…
Better hire me. I am on this mad mad job search that better pan out. I don’ t wanna work until 5 am 5 nights a week so I am working the full-time angle with promises of health insurance, hopefully. I just sent out a bunch. Cross my fingers and hope they call back. Otherwise…
This is the time of year rife with infested lungs, booger heads, and nasty hacking coughs. And I am about to get one. Though I am going to Noni it out of my body with some wellness formula if things work as they should. And like when I was younger and my hairdryer was my…
It’s funny, the fuels to my fires spit off in fifteen different directions often, cultivated and mixed up into ready pools of sweet honey kisses, topped up by hands reaching, pulling, rubbing the line of musculature, faces cradled into hands, fingers whipped viciously, resolutely around each other. I go off on these tangents, love-starved and…
Lately I have been peace-loving and problem solving deanna. Soon it’s gonna warp into I’m going forward no one can stop me literal Hot Shit. And if you said that you were lost, what would I say? Something lame like, what are you doing, what made you lost? Or would I mean, where are you…
Klick-clock, mouth falls open, ready to drink from another cup, because the life has been clean supped out of me. Not in this morbid digression or depression downward, but when change seeks a fine place in the crook of my arm, I usually pick at it a bit, entranced with he idea that, within and…
