I feel this nostalgia, a bitter taste to the tongue

I woke up today, after about three and a half hours asleep, and felt pretty fucking good about it actually. I danced in the early afternoon, practicing singing, and doing crazy little stripper moves in the mirror. No one was going to shit on my day, because it was so warm and lovely. The only…

Happy Birthday New Year…

Well shit… the edges of the world have come undone, all in happy preparation for the new year, or not. I have an ultra-sensitivity to death  which doesn’t merit a re-explanation, but holy bananas. I have watched a few of those waves coming in and washing all of those people away and given my interest…

It’s 5 AM and guess who’s awake

I’m awake. Very awake. And it’s tomorrow already. Blame the sugarfree Redbull, I guess. On some random morning show. they had everyone who died this year that was famous, anyhow, and it’s a bunch. A gaggle even. I spent hours upon hours working on this gift of sorts for E, something I made with my…

the art of the “Jam”

Now I know I might just go to hell for saying this, but I realized what the purpose of jamming really is, and aspires to be. To “jam” is a catchy action we all realize as little kids means to play music, to groove, to jam some music in  your face, regardless of what you…

Kickstart my heart

Hmmm… Things are rolling and writhing and coming full-force circle into a complete piece, rounded at the corners and pointed in the middle. I figure this, if I can somehow manage to digest visually or aurally one thing per day, I would not only be a better person but much more calm, relaxed and excited….

I might be in virtual heaven..or something

Wow, this week is full of surprises and all things nice. starting off on Sunday, my Sunday surprise was Knicks tickets. Funny thing is, of all sports to enjoy, basketball is the one I understand the best, given that I played the game. I watched football pretty much for all of my youth until we…

what exactly does all of it mean

I just got hit with this sudden chill, a whisper, that things are gonna be fine today what does it mean when someone is “there” for you? I have literally a laundry list of people who have come to me for one reason or another, and I have held out my hand in assistance, in…

users abusers drainers

I really gotta stay away from the people who have drained me monetarily spiritually emotionally and there are so many neatly stacked like books tumbling this way and that falling on my face ego smashed why do I take everyone in, and only so very few just one, in fact ever really tried to help…

fa fa fa fa fucking friday

life is good, but my penchant for smartass little posts is completely dead at this moment. I stuff my mouth with grapes because they taste good– though in Brooklyn everything tastes a little bit better than it does in Jersey. There’s a little life over here that doesn’t quite pump through the bowels of downtown…

but it’s also that new kind of chrysalistic metamorphisis

so today I had a good realization about people, things situations in my life and I am learning things about myself, and even though some of them burn and cauterize and pick to the bone, they are the good things to realize about oneself but this continued honesty…like a whirlwind rainstorm has nice rainbows at…


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