emily is just one of a literal million of these kids

you know when you walk into a bar. and there is a person there that is definitely happier/more-jacked-up/more-mess-edup than the average kid. and they usually are the rowdy ones, demanding to know who each and every character who comes into the bar is…this is much more noticeable to the neighborhood bar goers than any nightclub…

on top of dealing with the neighborhood coke head

i actually came home to one wuppy cowering in the corner of my room. i look over at my bed, oh no she didn’t. oh yes she did. and she gets to sleep in the crate tonight. this dog. good thing it didn’t soak through the sheets to the mattress. it just ruins any possibility…

working stinks

working for anything you don’t believe in certainly does stink…and sucks the good energy out of my bones. i got home, my home not swamped by the rain. how good it is to live so far above the ground…yet a mere 30 something step up from the ground. it is the stairs, by the way,…

two days in today

tuesdays are good. my day off first. today is ending with a few more positive sparks than previous days. it must be something in some planet being on for the libra chicks. everyone seems to love me over the past hour. two boys stop on the stairs i am going up to sing “i love…

fancy fancy pants

my day. birthday as it may. is coming up. one step closer to some age that’s supposed to mean something, though not quite yet thirty. thirty years. how far away my childhood seems, yet so few years are thirty that it kind of amazes me. people like my parents have been married that long. how…

spundays

today was just another day of work. i worked both weekend days in efforts to get myself a full weekend off this coming end of week. living in a terrorist. i mean terrorist afraid place is pretty fun. you gotta wonder when your time is up, though lately it has been thwarted for myself as…

October runs…away

It’s funny how time seems to fly by the older you get. when you’re young dumb and full of…well, whatever, you tend to want to reach those milestones at lightning speed. skip over all the in betweens and just get there already. of course it’s not so much about the destination as much as it…

growing up…

I have been going through some interesting motions. Claiming responsibility, giving in, making myself understand that shit, as terrible as it may be, and people, as disappointing as they can be, are intrinsic to the human experience. And no, not in that what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger fantasy land. But, when I look…

because i am the overachiever you all know me to be

You are a Social Liberal (68% permissive) and an… Economic Liberal (15% permissive) You are best described as a: Socialist Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid You exhibit a very well-developed sense of Right and Wrong and believe in economic fairness.

today…my day off, not.

I have no days off until potentially next week. I decided to take some bartending shifts back after saying goodbye to the occupation. It seemed better to have some spending money in between paychecks to pay for my daily expenses, the food, etc. I have it set up in such a way that money will…


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