so somehow my neighbor has released his ban on having me attached to his wireless network which means boatloads of fun, as well as catching up on minimal posting for the past four months since I lost my access… it always took something super special for me to post, something slick or something even half-thrown…
yeah. that quitting smoking thing doesn’t always leave our lovies so lovey. in fact, you kind of want to punch them. until you realize and understand this idea of addiction is not one you actually can comprehend. not one you can empathize with except in theory, and people who appreciate shit, but have no basis…
But Christmas was a lovely success. I made classic turkey dinner with gravy and smashed potatoes, butternut squash, cranberries, rice pilaf with stir-fried veggies and laid it out for my dinner party of 6 (including me). E and Francine and Fetus and Bj and John were there to partake in my holiday festivities. I made…
Merry Kissmas to those of you I know and those that I do not. I am having a fancy Christmas dinner complete with turkey and smashed potatoes and butternut squash and stuffing gravy cranberries vegetables in rice and lots of other lovely things to make life delicious. It’s me and the fetus and francine and…
I got out of the hospital last night. E took a car from brooklyn, picked me and Francine up from the hospital. Went home. I went in to the hospital on Sunday afternoon after being struck with really awful chest pains. Like a stabbing in my right chest, something needing to be born from my…
This is Francis (packedby776) updating on behalf of Francis (deaa). deaa has been in the hospital since Sunday with chest pains; her subclavian artery dissected, and she’s going to have to have surgery. (They aren’t sure whether they’ll be doing it this week or waiting several weeks, and they are still doing tests to find…
probably when i was in 8th grade i couldn’t pass this test. math was always my weakest subject. and when i went through my third major surgery they thought i might have suffered some brain damage because they had to cut off blood flow freely to my brain to correct the messed up arteries. and…
Things are about to take a pretty swift turn for the better…but it’s all top secret as that energy of gushing about things that haven’t been done isn’t really so much my style anymore. But, in the news: I got a cd in the mail yesterday with my name as song #3, yes, deanna ++++++,…
“guess what I just did?” What? I asked. “I just played piano for Chantal (the singer of Morningwood) and Mick Jagger at this bar in Boston”. They were singing Ella Fitzgerald and some other stuff my tired mind could not recall. Nice. He went to Juliard so that’s nice. I don’t even think I spelled…
thankfully i do have my slick friend kate coming in to town on friday evening to rock out with me all weekend. how nice to be around someone who actually has her shit together, who doesn’t annoy the shit out of me, and whose abuses of her own self are lessons learned. not projected outwards…
