lately I’ve been suffering from a syndrome

it’s called I don’t want to take any crap from anybody. it’s not like i usually do or would advertise this, but i am over everyone. so if you have annoyed me lately and i have started to (or continued to) ignore you, it’s not because you are a dick. but it is because i am. and…

TGIAF thank god it’s almost friday

ble ble bleh bleh bleh summer won’t officially start until may 24th, when i run off to the jungle with a friend. i am really happy to be getting away to do something fun. this is our itinerary so far…we still have to figure out what to do with the remaining evening and where to…

um where did I go?

so the world has calmed down for me again very suddenly. and thank god. i really thought i was going to lose my mind there a few times, and not because of anything that anyone else did to me, but for what i did to myself. this going to school as an adult business does…

I’m sorry I stink….

I sometimes to do not respond back to your comments. Not because I don’t appreciate them (as I most assuredly do) but because I get lost reading your stuff and think about school and all of the things I should be doing instead of this (like right now in fact). It’s ok though. I am…

a good way to tell what’s shakin in my land

9:10 PM me: hiiiiii Fetalize: Doc! me: FETUS! Fetalize: How’s everything? me: fantastic I am going to costa rica soon! yay! my boss and I are going Fetalize: You’re so lucky. me: I am very lucky I am going ziplining through the jungle 9:11 PM and swimming in volcanic pools 9:12 PM Fetalize: Volcanic pools…

Walking…into the after-blue

As some of you may or may not know, my best friend Francis has MS, and was diagnosed in July. She is currently undergoing treatment while finishing her PHD at UMASS Dartmouth.I decided on Thursday that I would walk for her this Sunday, and have already raised $340 towards my $500 goal. Please donate if you can, especially if you know…

Fun Stuff that takes a bit of time

Meme stolen from tallgirlkel Part 1: The BeginningWere you a planned baby?I’d say no since I was given away shortly after I was born.Who was present at your birth?My mother (only because she had no choice) and I would assume some nurses and/or doctors.Were your parents married when you were born?My birth ‘parents’ were never…

everything is bizarree

Ok, so my voice is getting there. GETTING there anyways. My brain is infiltrated with film studies and reviews I cannot quite bend my mind around to avoid obsessing over. I have many political opinions as of late but I have no energy to incite riots and have selected only the special few to participate…

Elective surgeries are set to expire

So…I was back home by noon today. However did this work?Well, let’s just do a quick run-through of the past week. So, in my efforts at perfect denial, I acted like it was no big deal…another surgery. I got prepared like I usually do for these kinds of things…I got the heparin (lovenox) and started…

Go me…just another surgery

So tomorrow I have my princess surgery. Princess because I once had a nice voice, turned into a frog, and now I hopefully will re-princessify. Obviously frog is a bit of a stretch…more like whispery fish. Fish don’t talk, but there are a definite shortage of metaphors that relate to this situation. It’s an interesting…


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