my friday starts

There’s so much to say. I almost don’t know what to say. This is ok–things are starting to move. People are starting to move, including me, phasing in and out of direction–it’s hard to know where you’re gonna land when you jump up. I definitely have not expected things to go any way but out….

kill me and my little head too

You wouldn’t think it would be as hard as it has become to get an apartment in downtown Jersey City with what I see is a fairly generous budget…all while being able to use a broker. But apparently it is. And I am so not happy with the progress, or lack thereof, that has transpired…

sometimes I am all kinds of stupid

CN8 listing this charade they call the GOP (grand oldpeople’s party) as “The Next American President” is pretty presumptuous if you ask me. In any case, today was my first day of school and although it started off pretty annoying, it ended pretty well, actually no, all the in between parts were the best. The…

my head, seriously

i am so tired i can barely move. life hates me right now, or maybe i hate life. all I know is I am sick my head hurts and I have to find an apartment today. alone, on my own. i really don’t wanna whine about that alone on my own shit but when you…

Money Really Can Fix Everything

I forget I work for a resort company who has hotels all over the world sometimes. One of our benefits is discounted hotel rooms which the employees can get or give to their family members for not too much money (usually 69/79/89). So sitting here and thinking about my dirty body, and my strong desire…

showering is kind of necessary

But I haven’t had any since AZ. Nor any really peaceful restful sleep (last night I had none! I gleefully exclaim like a kid riding her bike with no hands). And no, the excitement is completely faked and falsified for all of your enjoyment. All I want and need to do is go and fall…

change my ass

I’ve never seen myself much along the lines of a heart breaker, though I certainly have some in my past. Along with the time and space that I was able to attain to produce an actual seizure, I had the time and space to evaluate the people around me in my life. And though I…

seizing for the birds

So I was on my way back from a lovely trip to San Diego…waiting in the airport lounge for my plane’s departure. My head hurt and the confusion hit–when was it leaving? Should I be boarding. BLam! No dice lady…you are relegated to territory previously unexplored by your little body. So yeah, I was supposed…

What are You doing Thursday evening?

I know, I know, it’s the day before the olympics bla bla bla bla bla. But I am having a pre-pre opening party at our place in Jersey City. We only had enough tiles for a quarter of the floor so we need help! There will be food and stuff for a meager donation–and booze…

because I don’t care enough to organize my thoughts right now

meme stolen from tallgirlkel 1, What color is your toothbrush? white 2, Name one person that made you smile today? jahna 3, What were you doing at 8 am this morning? walkin the dogs 4, What were you doing 45 minutes ago? getting to work 5, What is your favorite chocolate bar? dark chocolate godiva…


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