perspective is a welcome thing when you lose it

So I am pretty sure I lost my mind there for a few days because I was swimming, err drowning in my own solitude, feeling ignored by literally everyone around me for the most part. Family, east coast friends, well, everyone actually. Except maybe E, who is just not in a position to ignore me…

hi!-atus

This whole site has no point to it if nobody is actually even looking at the product, which nobody really seems to ever do. I have made $7.20 from the sale of two shirts towards the scholarship and have decided to push this aside for a while so that I can develop a plan of…

ba-lloons, hot air ba-lloons

What a weird word balloons is, no? I am up and it is 4:30 after going to bed at 1:30. There is a hot air balloon festival here today I am going to, and I am actually kind of happy to have somewhere cute to go, though going with two couples in my family is…

for those who forgot that they dream

6/22/2000 verifiable                                                 in undeniable terms to treachered in moon’s silver cuticle these, they doubt, yet they know not, very little to doubt to murder in hope’s fire to doubt and in fairy dust slip it’s gone in doubting show effacing ignorance to what exists and can tho you do I understand not these dreams or…

Wedness-day before the end of the world

Oh funny…these May 21st people are really just funny. I am not even sure where the paranoia comes in but I haven’t taken any time to go peruse the theories about why it’s supposed to be this Saturday, but I have heard mumblings of some cosmic once in a million years event to massive earthquakes…

pretty sure we’ll call this the summer of no more

This goes with exception to today’s debacle, which in its entirety blew from start to finish. And I swear to god, or to my dustbuster, that this is seriously the common denominator between me being able to continue on in any kind of successful fashion, and being flat as a board broke. The. damn. tooth….

and so it begins, finally

Moving as much as I have has instilled a pretty unsettled state of being much of the time. I have lived in so many spaces, buildings, on so many different streets in too many different neighborhoods that I guess I am always looking for the thing that feels the best, feels like home. I have…

the truth behind beauty

I read this book yesterday. Well, I did really nothing else yesterday but read. I meant to paint, sure, but I was a little less focused than I should have been after spending the day before doing much the same, messing around. Sunday was a 12 hour paint fest so I guess I should give…

Adopted thoughts and Tuesday musings

Lucky me, I got a reboot from my sister, who has been leaving her charger with me in the evenings. I then wake up sometime between 6 and 6:30 to walk it back over and drop it in her door (this is 8 and 8:30 according to the clock ruling me from 1998-March 2011). I…

the sun is going down and my windchimes keep chiming

Well, then. Earlier today I tried to get some things off of my chest, but it ended up seeming as if I was complaining. But I ain’t. I am happy as a little clam. Admittedly a bit lonelier than even I am used to, but this will be remedied as soon as I feel I…


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