You wake up–it’s 12 am. You don’t know how you did this again, fell asleep on the couch, computer in arm, sunglasses on your head. So you get up, slowly turn off the light, and slide into bed, fully clothed. You don’t care because there is nobody to care there either. It is a literal…
Boredom does some amazing things–including flipping your practices around to be the opposite of what you once knew. I am not bored in a bad way, no, but I also have such a freedom with my time and my energy that I have been trying to fill it up with activities. Inevitably the activities turn…
Oh man, sometimes I read back through some of my posts and I am always caught off guard by the tiniest violin playing for me. It’s actually really funny always in hindsight. And though my reaction always is to post and then change my mind and hide those revealing pieces of myself, I think I…
Sometimes you have those conversations which spark realizations and things can never be the same again. This happened this morning when I was sitting with my sister and we were talking about me and my tendencies in relationships with just about everyone–friends, lovers, and family. She looked over at me and said something about my…
Oh, the things I have learned lately. Many many things. I have always said the day you stop learning should be the day you die, but my learning curves have been sharp angled and painful at times these days. The state of happiness is actually nothing more than a decision, I have come to understand….
Wow. I love that the most ridiculous stuff comes into my head sometimes while I am hanging out with my mother. It’s like, she doesn’t know me, and as a result everything I can say is pretty much news to her. It’s like reciting my memoir sometimes when we speak. But I heard myself talking…
Wow. Life is something special, I can tell you that with confidence. I took today as my own after my tooth was filled in with its toxic rubber mess. Then I walked down to my coffee shop and proceeded down the street to the park, which I looped not only around one lake, but around…
I am running at the mouth, no I mean at the fingers. I am all disclosure no filter. What a stupid stupid way to be. Yeah…I wrote before about how these kinds of means of communication are sometimes misunderstood by the masses. And I do indeed think that the things I go through could serve…
Oh my. I guess I needed to have Memorial Day weekend be the transition into my new life. I walked up to the bank and then backwards to go see my mother get her hair done on Gaylord Street just a bit ago…and I stopped into my little coffee shop to get some coffee. I…
Well there we go. I followed a whim, a whimsical kind of whim, and decided to register for two classes today. Well, not two classes exactly, but a workshop, or rather a series of workshops and then a series of classes on Tai Chi and Qi Gong. Because I am the master of my own…
