and the hits just keep on coming

I have been thinking quite a bit lately. Okay, so thinking is probably not the correct way of illuminating this idea, given I think all day long, but anyways, yes, I have been fixating on what has negatively influenced the literal in-personhood of what life once was. I am questioning my own motives, but in…

attributing meaning when there doesn’t seem to be any around

It’s 4:36 am right now and most of you are sleeping, resting in your slumber. I, on the other hand, am not sleeping, nor do I think I care much at this moment. My mind has been a terribly abusive thing to me lately, not letting me just enjoy the moments, savor the experience for…

In-a-net ideas and the reality of disclosure

I have been toiling with this idea of disclosure and truth for some time now. A friend of mine used to tell me that I had to understand that writing about other people without their permission was certainly not a kosher thing for me to be doing, at least in the same time/space frame (meaning…

lucky girls have all the fun

Considering myself lucky in many respects might seem fairly insane to some, but for me it’s just how I feel lately. My income from NY state was restored, as a result of me having had my initial claim expire, I now officially have 6 more months to either find a fantastic job I want, or…actually…

knowing is half the battle…

The other half is doing. I have been doing, doing doing doing. A lot of it. I am doing so much I don’t even know where the end begins and the beginning ends. Oh, alliterations, how I covet thee. I have decided to launch my url somewhat publicly on that in-a-net dating charade I am…

I’m gonna do those brunches again

Things have been really really good lately. Really fucking good for lack of a better term. I went through my blogs before I posted them scrubbing them for my dirty mouth, which we all know I have. Well, you know it. You get allusions to it. It is something I just have on me, a…

a lot can happen in the spaces in between days

Well then. First let me explain my sudden and shocking absence from the land of internets. It wasn’t my fault, it wasn’t a bill I did not pay. Nuh-uh. It was the thieves of the internet, the hacker elite, who torched a server my hosting company had. Luckily for me, Boydan, who oversees such matters,…

liberty and justice for all

I just want to take a minute to praise New York state for finally growing a pair and allowing people to get married no matter what their sexual preference might be. It has been something that is almost hard to believe given the majority of the population is clearly not attached to any kind of…

super hollow state of mind makes for painful pause and rewind

My alliterations haven’t suffered, it seems. I don’t even mean to do it, but I’m quite good at it, I think. I will write more of the party later when I actually have photo documentation of said event… Right now I am stuck in a music whirlpool and it’s like whiplash of emotions and I…

Crack of dawn monday morning musings….

I spent some time out and about tonight, doing my part-time gig, thinking about my life and the countless ways people tend to burden their ignorance in my lap. I just got in from a long conversation with David, this old friend of mine from back in the Uncle Joe’s days. It was good talking…


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