a question of firsts and lasts and middle pages

Today I am spending time with B…this B who has been my most consistent advocate in Colorado, the family I never had–she invites us to Thanksgiving Christmas and New Year’s every, year just about. We’re pretty isolated from the world, me and Don–we have very few people close to us and even now we feel…

The Face for 10/6 is the One I Hate

Ugh. I did it again…yesterday’s drinking fiasco was my own fault. Alyse and I hung up for a while and a can of wine sounded just fine. When Don got home we were supposed to just drink the 4 box and be done…but with such small quantity dissemination it didn’t seem like enough so getting…

so I think I’ve figured it out…

I scaled today’s photo back to half the size I sent it in…we’ll see if it’s as fun as the giant one as I might have to go back there just to get over it all. I keep telling Don over and over I will figure this out. I made him listen to my seminar…

A Few Things

I wanted to share some excepts of some recent drafts I never published right below–pretty interesting that all of this evolution hasn’t fully come to fruition, but this time I am not fucking around anymore. I am figuring this out, and I am getting us out of here making money anywhere we want to be….

Trying this new thing called…keep my promises.

Eh, so I fucked up a few days. I still wonder, as you probably all have noticed I have no ads…so no real reason to track my traffic. But I do wonder how many people think about this blog every once in a blue moon and check it out. Maybe you all have gotten bored…

Part 2: 10/3/2017

I work from home selling travel right now. Here I am, with this lovely lipstick on- pretty lips

OctSober

I know you know what that is–but I don’t think the full commitment of the month can really be met. I mean, I have become somewhat of an election alcoholic–it’s one of the only things that tempers a lot of the sadness and anger at the state of things today. Politics, shit…none of us can…

Desperation Fuels Innovation

Wow–I am hoping this is going to be the last quarter of a year I will ever have to bitch about anything. You all have seen me struggle with money and cash flow due to the burdens of illness and big economic disasters as a result. I have tried the legitimate put your head down…

A Separation of Personality for Easy Digestion

Wow, world. It’s kind of imploded in many ways, life here in this country–with a President seemingly completely oblivious and a public that is either too drunk or blind to see what the hell is going on. It is terrifying as the end result will be war here by Christmas is what it is looking…

hustle does win over talent

That’s something someone wrote today in my facebook feeds–and wow did it hit. I suppose these are why these things are spoken and I suppose sometimes these are the things we need to hear. Right now I am sitting in quasi frozen space. I feel trapped by my lack of progress, and I don’t mean…


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