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I have some drafts again, guys. Last night’s was epic and then I got focus-deprived when I realized I had no idea where the fuck our ballots are, and I despise criticizing people for things I plan on failing to do (voting being one). So I looked and looked and saved my many thousands again…

the immigrants aren’t the ones fucking us everyone

So, trigger warning, you hate politics, you might hate me after this. Just know I have a heart and I have dealt with some oppressive shit and can see a little further beyond what matters than some of you, with the whole almost dying thing and all. But, here goes. Keep in mind I rarely…

getting on the field, I guess

Well, looks like my senses are never too too far off the mark. I have been many people in many situations and have traveled through many careers and job titles. I have spent my time in various arrangements of priorities, depending on the circles around me or my support, or lack of support system at…

we got drunk and I bought more websites

Man my motivation is completely annihilated by wine, white mostly, always dry. I hate the thought of choking down anything too syrupy without the accompaniment of something else, a competing texture as my brain doesn’t register satisfaction in one as a general statement, unless it is liquid. Though big boba spit balls in anything I…

mental leveling and preparation

I have a slew of articles for this site I am putting up. Titles illuminating the lasting effects of having to contend with these crazy mortality conversations you have with yourself and others, the what’s now, what’s next and hopefully some things and links to places to get some more help in understanding all this…

this is what an open heart scar looks like after 13 years

03/29/2019 I had a sick thought today.What if all of the people who have the gene defect are all related?All blue-eyed people go that way–one would wonder if there any spontaneous gene mutations or triggers, or are we all related?There I am.

a swing and a hit is what you want more than anything

I have been reading a ton of books, because I can and I don’t have children and my husband is conscious a few hours of every day in tandem with me, usually right before work when it’s time to get down to start the day right. He, having ended his workday just mere hours before…

The Division of Aspects

So I got a hold of my friend who has helped make this happen and I have a pretty spectacular plan. Some of you may remember the site I built because I wanted to be a facilitator of aid to those who suffered from heart and aortic conditions I guess more succinctly. There were no…

format changes, face changes, changes change

Okay you guys. This is me. I am trying to try this new thing called discipline I will take you on my journey fulling realizing. I do not take selfies though many of you know my penchant in the early years. I have aged pretty well for someone who has gone through 7 major surgeries–it…

jesus christ my discipline sucks-maybe NSFW or children

this is one of those if you are judgy walk away posts, fair warning***********Better to get down to the point of it rather than tiptoe around the edges of pretty thoughts and ideas. Pretty thoughts and ideas kind of never go anywhere since they are usually the kinds of things that keep sitting in your head and certainly hardly fucking manifest if you do nothing. Clearly this is…


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